The Ugly Truth

Do you know the ugly truth is the most ugliest thing in the world?
It is capable to make you enough down ever.
I wish that the ugly truth is not the truth..
I wish that the person telling me the truth were lying to me..
I wish that my heart won't pain anymore.
Its just so hurt...
Can't believe I cried in front of my dearest gang, because I really need to release it.
People wouldn't is a bitch yet I'm the fool.

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Lost

I wonder why everybody worries about me so much? Am I really looks like dependent on someone? Peoples likes to ask me.. Hows your training? What's your decision? What you waiting for? How is your plan for your career? Whats the problem? What you doing currently? I have been answering this kind of question plenty of times. I don't mean my friends is doing too much..I do appreciate, really no offend and thanks for caring.

But I still don't-have-an-accurate answer. I might telling this person this plan at this moment and maybe I just told someone another plan. Just because that I still haven decided where to go. The day that I had been worried when I'm still having my college, has come.

No matter how hard I tried to find for the solution, but I still don't get it. Is not that I refuse to face this problem, I'm thinking about it whenever my mind is free to think about something.

I talked to my mom, she says nothing but as usual ask me to think about it properly and do whatever things that you wouldn't regret in future. She's always like that, ask me to settle every problem myself. That's how I have grown. I'm not saying that she don't care about me, but that is the way how she teach her children and I'm actually proud of it. Cause I find there is still alots of people in my age used to rely or throw every problem to their parents.

Grrr... My dad always asked me to get a job or look after for his boring driving school office. I don't mind to help him look after his office but not forever cause that is not what I want.

Wake up think about how.. Makan think about how.. Driving think about how.. Bathing think about how.. Before sleep think about how.. Stunning think about how.. Don't ask me how.. I don't know how.. And... you say how ma how lo........

Anyway, I'm looking for job, in the process.. Don't ask me how...
I'm lost... anyone can bring me home? =*(

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For nothing

Can't believe that I blog again for this month. Am I really that desperate to update my blog? Nah~~ its just because that I got nothing better to do during these day. My god~~~~~ Help me.. Everyday I stay home, wait for the the sky turns to dark. Wake up everyday, no doubt, I'll be the only one at home. The things that I do everyday is to.... turn on my lappie and on9..on9.. and on9. Or else, hang out with friends. That's the better thing I could do. Fortunately, my night life still alive!!! Lol! I have yum cha session and movie session every nights with different friends. I wonder one day all of my friends gone, how I'm gonna survive without my friends. I met with a friend in facebook at 2am, we not seeing each other for 2 years long. Since I entered to college, and now I done my diploma course. We keen to meet each others due to we got nothing better to do in the next day. He studied hair stylist between this 2 years. Now.. he offered to do some hair style for me before we hang out. I sceptically agreed to let him do my hair, lol.. so bad. The result not too bad though.

However, you won't know how tortured is the process!!!! I have no idea why he treated my hair that rough. He comb my hair rough and curl my hair rough. In the process, I kept yelling pain! pain! pain! pain! Girls used to have hair fall problem, so if you pull or comb their hair too hard.. The girl might lost 100 hairs. (*not that terrible) and what he told is.. I used to comb my customers hair like so they no feeling also~~ =.= Maybe my scalp too sensitive lo then....
Afterward, head to Midvalley have lunch and movie session. We watch kidnapper. The Singapore movie but mingling our local artist. The movie start with a good beginning but end with a weird ending. Go and watch it..then we discuss it together.^^
Btw, I know I'm looks like kiddo int this pic due to I couldn't my eyes well ma~~~~Then we have some dessert there. This donno so called what ice..Forgot.. quite nice ice with sour taste and not too sweet. Bad quality in this pic cause captured by my new phone. Prefer to use my camera.

Neh~~ the so called hair stylist! hahaha.. actually his skill not bad la.. Anyone plan to have new hair style like dying your hair or perm or straighten your hair. Look for him ba..^^ give you a harga kawan.. promote here...^^After the outing with hair stylist. Follow on have yum cha session with some promoter friends - Mr Sean and Yoong Siong. We have planned to meet for soooo long in facebook. Cause of me la.. Everyone also blame me... whatever~~ We have dinner at Murni then went to some playground lepak.. we planned a trip next Thursday night. whoaa hahahahahaha~~ no longer do nothing ler~~~

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My 20th Birthday

Finally I'm free to post my 20th birthday celebration. Sounds busy huh?? Nah.. just lazy.. The first celebration that I thought it would just a normal dinner like we use to have. But we all keen to have yum cha session coz mostly don't want go back early. So, we head to Little Tree at Kuchai lama yum cha. They order a cake for me..lol..sweet la..they said must have something ma~~ When they ask to bring the cake out, I thought just like serve the cake nothing special.. Who know, the restaurant play birthday song..samore everybody sang song for me.. So malu weh..




All my girl..^^ Love them.. Susu - who just back from Langkawi.. Ming Lie- the rare guest, she celebrate for me!!! Lh- the girl couldn't have fun with me in k-box due to have to work. Hc- the girl purposely drive to little tree sing song for me ^^ Xue Ying- The fella who going to Hong Kong next day. Then ciu.. The another fella lo~ celebrate twice for me.. Love you all la~


After all these, back home skype with the dearest Thong. She called me from Taiwan just to wish me when I was driving, wrong timing.. Sweet.. She laugh like shit when she see my new hair style.. so bad =(



OH..thats me.. lol. Obviously thats me.. So friend.. you will need to see my new hairstyle in my blog, pics and my look in real life. Do love my new hairstyle ok..














Yea.. This is the way we take pics. Lol! I Love Evonne expression weh! So cute! See.. she wearing the souvenirs that I bought from Shen Zhen! Haha! Luckily you like it! So scare that you use the necklace to whack me..lol.

Wow!!! Ciu kissing me eh!! Kissing bufday girl will get better luck I suppose^^ Lovely~
Me again.. Without fringe.. The XiYun that you all used to see last time.
Lets sing!!! Having fun!
Sudenly.. again..they bring the cake out..then sing Happy birthday.. again..I'm touch.. Thanks!
Ciu~~~ My babe~~ Babe babe babe ooooo~~ She hate this song..

This my mokkies gang. There is another 2 which couldn't join us.. =( Next time ba... Let me introduce.. MY Dearest mokkies. Ciu- mokki 3. Xiao Wai- mokki 2. Me- M4. Lili- M6. Evon- M7 the youngest. We really had fun.. We sing, we shout, we dance, we crap, we camwhore.. I miss it!





After Karaokea session, head to Midvalley have gathering with my OHM team. Miss them very much! Been planning it for so long.. Finally the day seeing them have come.

And they are so sweet to buy me a cake which is soooo cutie!
















Samore got flower from dai lou and Hakim.. Haha! cute la they both..
















This is uncle song. Why did i say so? Coz he is student who studying medical. Study until white hairs grow and face got wrinkles and hands like ah pek.. Pity pity.. And why I upload this.. see..he pointing something bad to my cake!! grr..no la..he is just guiding me how to cut the cake nicely.










And this my my Johor Marquee team!! Yay we are together again!













When go home.. My sister say nothing then throw me a box of cake..^^ hahaha.. so sweet again!! Then she go and get the candle and ask my brother celebrate again with me again. Although its just 2 pieces of cake, but it mean so much to me. <3 I thought this year will not have celebration with my family.












Then I force they both sing song for me! Hahaha!

















My youngest brother.. Not wearing shirt.. grrr..

My elder sissy.. Yeng sissy! haha.. Just finish working still in uniform. Don't tell me we looks even. We don't looks alike at all la weh if you have seen my eldest sister before.
















Thats all for my 20th celebration la! Yeah! I got angpau from my dearest ji mui. they let me buy whatever present that I like! haha! better la!!

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The intimate

I fed up with ppl always asked me.. How long you have been keeping your hair?? 1 year? 2 years? 3 years? My answer would always be.. I have no idea.. But if you asked me when was my last hair cut? I would tell you its last year Jun after my Bali trip. WOW!!!! (must your respond). yea..almost 1 year. So, I'm gonna to say bye bye to my long hair~~ Goodbye my love~ you been with me since don't know when. See~ Long until scary.. But I know you love me too..
My hair stylist.. Elvin..Leng zai o~~~ He gave alots idea to me and ask me whether want to cut like this or like that.. Although its cost bit high but worth it la, since I won't cut my hair so often ma.
Nah~~ see la see la~~~~ go on and laugh.. laugh la laugh la.. I know I looks noob.. never mind my hair will grow~~ see how long you can laugh..
Thats all.. Later going to have dinner with my dearest ji mui~~

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All in 1

This Monday made me feels like its the fully occupied day. Early in the morning, drove my BEN to e.excel center grab some stock for CCB Jia Yi. She asked her friend bring the things to Taiwan. So I have to wait her friend at Crystal Crown hotel yet I'm not so familiar with the road in PJ. However, I managed to settle everything ^^ Cool huh?? Such a clever girl! From my house to Uptown should be no problem, coz i used to drive there. Following is from uptown to Crystal Crown Hotel. How??? I got no clue to go there... Luckily I bought a new phone which has Google Maps. Thanks to my brand new phone! Although I'm using the Google Maps still hard to find.. Its not that easy.. Afterward is from Hotel back to my house.. How? Google again.. but that time was jame like shit around there due to school and office off hour.. I stucked inside the car for about 1 hour only back to my home. After taken some biscuit then I head to tuition. 2 hours later, Mr Philip asked whether want to go yum cha. Since I'm free and we have been ages not seeing each other so I agree to meet up with him. He brought his new DSLR cam! Awesome!! Its just too good~ He is holding the remote control to capture this pic! How cool~~

This is my snow ice~ Love it! I desperately want to eat this at this time, so he brought me to a place have this ice! Thanks alot! Captured by my phone! No bad ma~ but only for certain condition its nice.
Yay!!! Ladies and gentleman~~~~ use your roaring claps to welcome my brand new phone!!!!
claps! claps! claps! claps! SONY ERICSSON C903!!! At the end of the yum cha session we planned to go for photo shooting next day at KLCC. Looking forward~

The next day, have another appointment for Fancy Feast training at office. Have training together with Miss Khien Khien. ^^ The training was just so so but something special is the uniform for the project.. Miss Khien Khien and me become the model to try out uniform in the training. Malunya~~Afterward, we head to Pasar Malam at sri petaling have dinner. I eat alot there maybe too long not been to pasar malam. Miss the food there!
When we are on the way walking back to the car park area. Miss Khien Khien noticed there is somebody playing snake. So we also squeeze inside the area to have a look. Its actually a man playing snake there show about the poisonous of snake and he did show some kung fu which is use the chopstick to poke his throat and end up the chopstick spoiled. Then he let us tried some DIY medicine to heal the muscle ache, back ache and etc. The most funny thing is... me and Ms Khien Khien bought it!!! LOL! Coz we both have back ache and its not that expensive.
This is the medincine which in red. Feels not bad.. Next time let you guys try ^^ I know I'm sounds like easy to cheat by others la.. but it might help ma..so why don't I give this man a chance try his product out? I did asked him about my back, he says its my nerves problem coz last time I fell from somewhere very high. Now made me so worry.. =(As I mentioned, Philip will have shooting session with me at KLCC. About 11pm something reached there. Sounds crazy rite? At this late purposely go KLCC for shooting but not early in the day.

Halfway shooting keep busy sms.. this is what Philip complaint me.. Paiseh paiseh..
This is soooo nice!!! Tell you what? I have been in Malaysia for 20 years. But I never taking picture with KLCC TOWER before! Been taking picture with others country famous building but not my own country building. How sad... Finally!! Now I'm at KLCC Tower!!!!!!!!! I find it looks so fake like cut and paste. Maybe the camera is too good?


About 12am, KLCC off all the lights. Luckily we manage to capture couple of pics before the lights off..^^ I didn't know that KLCC will off lights after 12am... So guys remember to capture night view of KLCC Tower before 12am.

12AM something, we head back to puchong. Feel hungriness at this late, so we yum cha again at Meenas. Donno what happened to the server there, he keep recommend Philip take Tongkat Ali cafe.. =D Make him more kuat! LOL. I was laughing like mad there!! Then the fella keep looking at me and Philip. Donno what he thinking in his mind. 1 hour later, he rush us balik rumah tidur.. I wonder so much why he rush us back? Then he said..
Don't waste time, you both faster go home tidur..
Then I only know what he meant, its funny though! I wonder so much what made him think like this. Never experience this there before. Kinda weird! Anyway, I have fully utilized my day ^^

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Sea Yun = Xiyun

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Sunsilk

Hey~ I'm from Sunsilk.
Do you want to buy shampoo from me???
LOL..Just crapping here.
Replacement for my dear Elisa.. She not available for this 2 days.
I cramp in tesco 2 days.. Bored to the death! 10am -10pm! gorsh..
But I'm not that hardworking..Snake alot..Until got complaint.. From supplier..
Don't care la..Thing happened let it happened la! You want deduct money deduct la! Hiu!
I'm addicted to trip and holiday!
Who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F U... Thought who the hell you are?
I'm really give face to this project, make up samore!
You thought I always make up just for working?
Is your honor I make up for this project!


I am myself!

Tomoro heading to Teluk Batik!! Woohoo~~ Time to enjoy!!
I miss the sky with stars <3 I miss the beach with waves<3 I miss the sand and sun<3

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The May Baby

Its May.. The month that I have been looking forward so long ^^
I have quite alot friends born in this month.
04 May is my dearest Ciu's birthday.. I did nothing for her..but went to Pyramid 3 days just to hunt for her present. Ended up buy nothing, sadly. Finally, she decided to use the money to buy thing that she need. Which is some facial product.. That day, before celebrate ciu's birthday we went for facial. The treatment was so damn tortured! Omg! You wouldn't know how painful! Afterward, we head to Look Out Point. I almost caught in an accident, luckily nothing happen, damn scary!!! Especially Ciu.. She see the car coming towards her.. Sorry that I freak you out! Finally we reached Look Out Point safely!!! God bless me.. See the view~ Worth trying to drive there.. My first time drive there!

The dearest and cutest Ciu~~ Muackssss~~This is Evon and Susu Quan. Sweet~ Miss them alot..been long time not seeing them!!
I know I'm looks like aunty la..Looks giant samore.. Don't mention it.. That's my Marmite fillet fish rice..Not nice at all... Puiii
Drinking my Longan Milk! Damn big mug!! Couldn't finish it!

All of us who went there!! Bye~~ Happy birthday ciu ciu <3>