Depressed

It has been a month I did not update here and my friend start hounding me to update it. =D
Anyway, its time for me to update. I need to distress... I need to release everything out.. I can't shout it out in facebook because facebook is no longer a place that you can share everything up. Wherever I found something that I couldn't release it out, then I'll choose my blog. Let you be my audience. It is going to be a long long speech about my working life.

Guess what??
I just settled down myself after work. I just had my dinner at 12am. Its dinner!!!!!
I ffk my student for the tuition that we both agreed. I felt so guilty as I promised the mother I'll come today and therefore she left her daughter alone at home. In fact, I supposed to have tuition with my student on Tuesday but I postponed it as I have meeting on that day. Sum more all the meeting or brainstorming was after working hour. Somehow, the meeting always drag us to sleep at 2am. Nevertheless, we have to wake up early in the morning in order for us to reach office punctually or else we would have to listen some sarcastic lines.

She will never satisfy to all of our performance and will keep demanding more and more from us no matter how much effort that we have put on. As a staff, we definitely want to get our work done before the deadline. Somehow, her ridiculous demand will always make a mess to us. She always command us to do something urgently with quality and without any objection. For instance, when she feel like grab 2 cartons of carbonated beverage back to office then she would give me call and get me to collect from the warehouse. Its just because I'm staying nearby the warehouse? Or I have nothing better to do than being a transporter? This made my half way routine have to take a big U-turn just to fulfil her demand. Eventually, she didn't use the 2 cartons of drinks as though how urgent that she sounded. The second example, I supposed to meet my client with my colleague today for some discussion and briefing. I purposely woke up much earlier than usual time. Again, I got her call while I was half way to my client's office. She asked me not attend the discussion and get back to office and complete the proposal. First thing come to my mind was... why don't you call me earlier and I would have another way to u-turn back and its not that far. Eventually, I took a crazy far routine and pay for tol just to reach office. In fact, the distance to office would only take about 15 -20 minutes I can reach without paying any tol. It seems like I have nothing better to do than driving so far for nothing and wasted my time. I'm not the only one who affected, my another colleague who actually did not plan to client's office been asking to client's office to get something. Both of us pissed off like no body else and keep complaining to each other.

I hate brainstorming and meeting session with her. Whenever brainstorming, she always command people to do things that she think it would be interesting and deny everyones objection. I hate she always ask some question which is un-answerable. When we have fun or chit chatting, she is just like a normal person and can be a good buddy with everyone. She is unpredictable and unsolvable.

I'm becoming a person who really appreciate time nowadays. I can't waste a single minutes as I could have complete a task within a few minutes. No matter how, during my off day I'll just leave my tiny piece of mind take a rest and do nothing at home or hang out with friends. I just got confirm by the company and I don't know whether it is a good or bad news. Yes, for increment. No, for securing by the company.

My apologies to share such a blue session with you guys, I guess you would like to update my status though. =D
No picture for this post as I rather to save sometime to sleep than uploading picture. Tomorrow will be my presentation and its my show time for wasted so many time to prepare the proposal. Lets cross our finger and bless I can get the project after all.
Nights!

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Random

My colleagues kept saying I looked pale and weak lately. The worst part is.. they said.. last time when you just get into this company you was pretty and adorable. My respond was silent. I couldn't reply a reason why am I getting worse. Some say you are too stress, some say you better get well rest. For myself I think I'm good. The only thing that torturing me is wake up early in morning. My colleagues they said early morning they look good but when the day getting late they look terrible. Well, I'm opposite. The later the night, I look greater. This not perasan, I'm serious.. Anyway, I used to look like in the picture.
This now.. Got any different beside the hair? Darker? I don't want to look pale and weak~ Help me~
Every morning, I tried to make myself look great and not to wear glasses lately. Sadly they said I looked even worst..T.T Start from now I need to sleep early and not to be late to the office!! I'm the one who always late to office! What to do? I just can't get up from my lovely bed every morning! I hate myself being like that. I been warn by my 2 bosses. If I'm still doing that I'm gonna to bang wall! I serious in this!! Hope it does work. Bless me.

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Pierce

WooooHoooo~~~~~~~~~~Finally I did it!!!
I have been wanting to do this for the longest time!! Finally I have my ever first belly pierce!! I salute myself to have that courage to do it! It cost me about RM80 with the stuck yet I told my mom it only cost me about RM 60 so that she won't scold me that 99. I've been worrying about how to tell my mom I got my belly pierce and its been long long time didn't facing this kind of problem since graduated from secondary school. *sound old =p This is not the worst part, I know she has prepared dinner for me and its all seafood. Everybody know after piercing or have skin injured are not allow to take seafood as its poisonous to the wound. I was thinking not to tell my mom about it but how am I gonna to tell her I cannot take seafood? Hmmmm.. Finally I have my dinner at about 10pm. lol.. I know its silly. When I facing all the dinner, I was like... die die eat la!! Lets stop eating seafood tomorrow! When I'm eating, my mom likes to watch me eating what she has prepared for me. Finally I told her I got my belly pierce. The first reaction - She smile =D Then she asked - Did you always show your tummy to everyone? Then I was like ......... yea~ She laughed and say nothing. I surprised that's all about her reaction? God bless me~

Yoyoyo!! Shake your body like a belly dancer~~~
Damn excited!
Oh yea! Y'all might wanted to know whether its painful. Honestly, It hurts! But its acceptable! No worries! I'll always encourage you to do it!
So, now my mission is to slim down my tummy!!
Looking forward a hot chick turn out!! Woohoo * syok sendiri

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