Depressed

It has been a month I did not update here and my friend start hounding me to update it. =D
Anyway, its time for me to update. I need to distress... I need to release everything out.. I can't shout it out in facebook because facebook is no longer a place that you can share everything up. Wherever I found something that I couldn't release it out, then I'll choose my blog. Let you be my audience. It is going to be a long long speech about my working life.

Guess what??
I just settled down myself after work. I just had my dinner at 12am. Its dinner!!!!!
I ffk my student for the tuition that we both agreed. I felt so guilty as I promised the mother I'll come today and therefore she left her daughter alone at home. In fact, I supposed to have tuition with my student on Tuesday but I postponed it as I have meeting on that day. Sum more all the meeting or brainstorming was after working hour. Somehow, the meeting always drag us to sleep at 2am. Nevertheless, we have to wake up early in the morning in order for us to reach office punctually or else we would have to listen some sarcastic lines.

She will never satisfy to all of our performance and will keep demanding more and more from us no matter how much effort that we have put on. As a staff, we definitely want to get our work done before the deadline. Somehow, her ridiculous demand will always make a mess to us. She always command us to do something urgently with quality and without any objection. For instance, when she feel like grab 2 cartons of carbonated beverage back to office then she would give me call and get me to collect from the warehouse. Its just because I'm staying nearby the warehouse? Or I have nothing better to do than being a transporter? This made my half way routine have to take a big U-turn just to fulfil her demand. Eventually, she didn't use the 2 cartons of drinks as though how urgent that she sounded. The second example, I supposed to meet my client with my colleague today for some discussion and briefing. I purposely woke up much earlier than usual time. Again, I got her call while I was half way to my client's office. She asked me not attend the discussion and get back to office and complete the proposal. First thing come to my mind was... why don't you call me earlier and I would have another way to u-turn back and its not that far. Eventually, I took a crazy far routine and pay for tol just to reach office. In fact, the distance to office would only take about 15 -20 minutes I can reach without paying any tol. It seems like I have nothing better to do than driving so far for nothing and wasted my time. I'm not the only one who affected, my another colleague who actually did not plan to client's office been asking to client's office to get something. Both of us pissed off like no body else and keep complaining to each other.

I hate brainstorming and meeting session with her. Whenever brainstorming, she always command people to do things that she think it would be interesting and deny everyones objection. I hate she always ask some question which is un-answerable. When we have fun or chit chatting, she is just like a normal person and can be a good buddy with everyone. She is unpredictable and unsolvable.

I'm becoming a person who really appreciate time nowadays. I can't waste a single minutes as I could have complete a task within a few minutes. No matter how, during my off day I'll just leave my tiny piece of mind take a rest and do nothing at home or hang out with friends. I just got confirm by the company and I don't know whether it is a good or bad news. Yes, for increment. No, for securing by the company.

My apologies to share such a blue session with you guys, I guess you would like to update my status though. =D
No picture for this post as I rather to save sometime to sleep than uploading picture. Tomorrow will be my presentation and its my show time for wasted so many time to prepare the proposal. Lets cross our finger and bless I can get the project after all.
Nights!

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